Wednesday, December 26, 2007
ok ok update: merry christmas people :)and happy birthday to su ann, an old friend and a great person. :)well anyway, on christmas eve i went to midvalley which is so the most wonderful place right now cause i bought spongebob monopoly which is so pretty and yellow!!!! laugh all you want but it is sooo cute la ok @@ the eyes on the box moves...also! i bought my first eyeliner (i m so proud) which sadly i have no idea how to use and then and then i tried to wash it off and my whole face was glittery....at lease glitter is prettyoh yea and and i got to see guy in strips that i missed so the much ^^ oh i love strips walalalabut other that that noone gave me any presents :( i am so depressed now and present deprived. currently i have been promised a teddy bear so all hopes lay on one adorable, more than likely fluffy and lovely and hopefully very expensive teddy bear ^^i am such an optimist.
11:54 PM
by sha sha
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
you take your time counting the minutes before you have to take the stand again and figure out how not to ruin it all.
but as many times as you try, it never gets any easier. the sudden rapid increase of your pulse followed by the sweaty palms and the occasional sttuter, all while butterflies race around your tummy with no mercy.
the feeling always the same and yet always new.
how many times until the mistake settles in and you stop repeating. how many times before you listen to the little voice inside and walk away. walk away without doubting or looking back. then you can smile and say that this is what i want.
no questions ask.
12:48 PM
by sha sha
Sunday, December 16, 2007
i couldnt sleep last night. took a few hours of rolling around in bed before i finally slept off. i hate being awake :( you start thinking about all the bad stuff and its so not fun.anyway i watched i am legend and and okla i admit i only watched it for will smith because he acts so the wonderful and i like seeing his face ^^although the movie was pretty unrealistic at some parts i enjoyed it. even though had to watch it twice because i was rudely interupted the first time and at like the (maybe) climacs man :(
oh yeah and im at wordpress.com now. *yay* will move there as soon as some really nice person tells me how to move all my posts there and like use it in general :) cant wait to finally be able to have titles to my posts hehehe
9:31 PM
by sha sha
Saturday, December 8, 2007
sometimes its the little things that get to me.the fact that my people have to twist every single word i say or how nobody ever sees but judge anyway or how i can never find the remote or how my money mysteriously disappears or how i have to do things i really dont want to.stuff that separately would have never consciously bug me cause i guess its all normal and something we all have to live with.but lately all the little things have been nagging at me endlessly and there is nothing i can do.yea, the fact that i have absolutely no control would probably be the cherry on the sundae. maybe its just me but todays just one of those days when you wake up drowning in your sorrows.not wanting the world to see you. its so bloody crowded hell its like a freaking bottleneck here. i just wanna get out :( someone faster come bring me go out
6:31 PM
by sha sha
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
How did you find me? Where did you read my story? Pulled from the papers Desperate and hardened seeking a momentary fix All I wanted to say All I wanted to do Is fall apart now All I wanted to feel I wanted to love It's all my fault now A Tragedy I fear mercy- one republichow true, how true...
2:17 AM
by sha sha
me
hi ^^
im 16, love to watch tv, eat n enjoy sleeping. i hav uncontrolable hair but i love it all the same.
im weird but among my frends i m indeed sane. im a complete ass to my sis, i cant help it
oni talk to ppl i know :D hehe...most ppl scare me
InTerests
food ^^ some say im picky but if i really lik somethin, ill eat it all day :)
LEE HOM, i buy anythin wif his face on it, well almost everything
i m a good student, yes i m. but form 4's an ass so i dun do my hw :)
tv...i like cartoons lik spongebob n lazy town :D dam interesting. other shows i lik r incredibly random, too lazy to write them down
BlacK is my favvv colour ^^
i lik coconut...gonna make a point to eat it more
desires
new com la...vista not nice oso :(
a tv
a new pair of pants :D
jay chao's album......maybe even rain
to go buffet... wahahaha
watch movies i missed since last year ^^
meet lee hom = =, ok fine...watch his new movie :D
a new fossil watch...hopefully digital :)
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hey...welcome to my blog, feel free to move around. i write whenever i lik meaning i might not update for weeks or update trice a day :D n im kinda lazy so u can expect wat will happen.
so the title of tis thing is DESTINY but honestly i just choose it lik really fast n mostly coz its black ^^ but the eagle thing is pretty cool la
my infatuation. an agreeable rapture. seemingly inevitable. I fade away, adrift in his presense. craving our idle banter although to him, im expendable.
to love him is to be punished with no certainty of escape.
anyway..tqz 4 visiting, come bak again k? hehe bye bye
