Wednesday, October 24, 2007
it took me about an hour to answer all my emails n check frendster and all that shit i hav comfortably neglected over the week of raya holidays
and in that time i managed to plan out this really long blog post in my head that would have been really interesting to write. then i thought to myself, people cannot read this. so now here i am, sitting on the bed wondering what to do.
i need to organise all this crap in my head and the best place to do so would obviously be in my blog but i just cant. i cannot write down all the little things that have been bugging me, all the little insecurities and nonsense that goes about my daily life. cause when it comes down it when people get inside your head, they look at you in a different light.
and right now i really dont want to be noticed at all. i know this is retarded and all but i kinda sorta miss the days when i was a mere shadow in school, walking around minding my own business and the once in a while screw ups that come and go without anyone noticing.
so like duh the answer would be wordpress right since everyone is either already or going to use it. so maybe ill consider changing since i never really liked my current blogskin anyway. buttt, if i ever do use wordpress, nobody's getting the password ...walalalalaala
that kinda makes it a diary i guess..right?
ah whatever ill just try to write this without giving much away.
ok, how do you sum up notgoodenough into one word?
inadequate, perfect.
and that is how i feel. and it really does feel crappy sometimes.
and sometimes on the rarest of occasions i just lie down in bed and dont want to get up. i mean its like whats the point in doing 100 add maths questions AFTER the finals are over, running a site that NOONE visits, don the black uniform every morning and get all the wonderful marks in the world when it doesnt matter when you NEED it to.
when all efforts sum up to absolutely zero and there is NOTHING on god's green earth that can change that fact.
12:18 AM
by sha sha
me
hi ^^
im 16, love to watch tv, eat n enjoy sleeping. i hav uncontrolable hair but i love it all the same.
im weird but among my frends i m indeed sane. im a complete ass to my sis, i cant help it
oni talk to ppl i know :D hehe...most ppl scare me
InTerests
food ^^ some say im picky but if i really lik somethin, ill eat it all day :)
LEE HOM, i buy anythin wif his face on it, well almost everything
i m a good student, yes i m. but form 4's an ass so i dun do my hw :)
tv...i like cartoons lik spongebob n lazy town :D dam interesting. other shows i lik r incredibly random, too lazy to write them down
BlacK is my favvv colour ^^
i lik coconut...gonna make a point to eat it more
desires
new com la...vista not nice oso :(
a tv
a new pair of pants :D
jay chao's album......maybe even rain
to go buffet... wahahaha
watch movies i missed since last year ^^
meet lee hom = =, ok fine...watch his new movie :D
a new fossil watch...hopefully digital :)
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hey...welcome to my blog, feel free to move around. i write whenever i lik meaning i might not update for weeks or update trice a day :D n im kinda lazy so u can expect wat will happen.
so the title of tis thing is DESTINY but honestly i just choose it lik really fast n mostly coz its black ^^ but the eagle thing is pretty cool la
my infatuation. an agreeable rapture. seemingly inevitable. I fade away, adrift in his presense. craving our idle banter although to him, im expendable.
to love him is to be punished with no certainty of escape.
anyway..tqz 4 visiting, come bak again k? hehe bye bye
